Tuesday March 24th

In this time of uncertainty, I am especially worried about my grandpa. Although I know he will not be leaving his home, it’s hard to not consider the off-chance of him catching it considering the numbers are rising with each day; the possibility of it spreading becomes more and more likely for all of us. Is he just going to stay in his house forever? What life would that be? Time is too precious, even if you’ve been lucky enough to experience its fortunes. I just love my grandpa a lot and am not ready for him to go, not yet.

In this time, I find myself overthinking, and reflecting upon old relationships, conversations and more. My mental stability is crowded with these thoughts, and I feel trapped inside my head. It’s nice to know that we are all in this together, and that our cooperation in place is making a difference. I’ve seen a few of my friends snapchat and instagram stories, where they are hanging out as if the world is not in an epidemic; it seems selfish.